The Old Gang – The First 25 Years of a Dreamer

I loved you
I know I fucked up, but so did you
I apologized several times
When are you going to apologize to me?
I don’t want to waste any more words on you
It’s better that we stay unfriends
I loved you
I know I fucked up, but so did you
I apologized to you and you did apologize to me
Then you didn’t talk to me for a long time
When you came back, you had no place to live
So you started talking to me again
Right out of the fucking blue
It’s better that we stay unfriends
I loved you
None of us fucked up
We just made very different choices
Those choices changed us both
It took a long time,
but eventually we couldn’t recognize each other anymore
It’s better that we stay unfriends
But you’re the only one I wish I could still be friends with
I genuinely hope you’re happy
Good luck and live well

by Andreas Blaustein

Fairy Tales – The First 25 Years of a Dreamer

I’m what they call a hopeless romantic
I idealize everything
And I want the perfect love story
The story is what I really fall in love with
I like giving roses
I like that knight in shining armour shit
That fucking ‘You’re the love of my life’ shit
I’m what they call a hopeless romantic
because I can’t stop seeing the world of love
in the form of a fairy tale
But reality is not a fairy tale
Reality is biting cold and bleeding wounds
How many times do I have to be punched in the face before I get it?
Probably until I get a brain damage
Maybe then will my brain shut up and stop telling me these fairy tales
I just want love, something real
But it’s too hard and it relies too much on chance
Just thinking of it all makes me dead tired
Fucking hell, it’s going to be good to die someday

by Andreas Blaustein

Persian Goddess – The First 25 Years of a Dreamer

I don’t know if it got to you, if you’ve stopped breathing
If it happened, I hope it didn’t hurt too much in the final moment
I’m so sorry for everything
I’m sorry for not trusting you and I’m sorry for hurting you
But sorries won’t do any good
I’ll meet you later and make it right
I never met you in life, but I think I fell in love with you
At least for a moment
It’s just not fair that we found the missing pieces of ourselves
Without being able to put ourselves together
Like everyone else can
I wish you peace
You deserve it more than most

by Andreas Blaustein